Gone batty?

There is a lot of retrospection:

1. Am I learning anything in what I'm doing?
2. Am I missing out on some exciting work or life opportunity?
3. Do I feel like I'm making a difference anywhere?
4. How come I'm not thinking more often like I did here?
5. Are some people and peoples more evolved than others?
6. What was I thinking then and before then?
7. Why do I endlessly wonder about why I did something?
   
8. Will I be wondering what was I thinking now, next year?
   
9. How come I don't meet more people that think and react like me?
10. Why didn't I think of somethings sooner?
    
11. Are there people with the same interests and exposure as I?
12. Why do I dislike 'How to' self-help books?
13. Why don't I care about the seven habits and the 8th?
14. Why do I think sequels to self-help books are a scam?
15. Will I always go through the same sequence of actions before turning the tap off, switching off lights, turning off the ignition, closing doors, and leaving a place?
16. Is everything around me real or virtual?
17. Does everyone see objects, people, colors, scenery... whatever, the way I do?
    
18. Have I lost my mind a lot?
    

Now I'm getting somewhere...